There were many other times I feel as a failure of being a mom
Those times when I yelled, shouted, mad, angry at you (and your sister too)
Those scary moments when I am consumed by the ugly monster within myself
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Just like tonight…
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Ironically right after I posted something about forgiveness
I shouted hard because you were reluctant to study for your final exam
Left you in your room with your dad to study while I tame my monster alone
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Later I found out that I was not the only one crying
When I get your dad water to drink, I thought it was for him
But in fact it was for you, who were trying so hard to stop crying
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1,5 hour later when your dad already left your room
I entered your room and saw you standing with swollen eye
I hugged you tight and said I’m sorry, truly sorry
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I was asking you not only to forgive me
But most importantly, to forgive yourself too
For letting (the monster within) me to hurt you…
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(To be continued - 2 of 3)
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