July 20121 min read

Paranoid.

“I tend to become paranoid being in a room with many foreigners. I’m afraid of bombing.”
“I’m more afraid of a group of people. A crowd often scares me.”
“Why is that?”

Then the story goes…
Of how she got harrasment many times from so-called “pribumi” since she was a child.

How they spit her right in her face. 
How they grab her body when she passed by. 
How they spank her butt until she couldnt sit for two days.
How they throw things and almost burn her house in 1998 riots.
How she and her family had to hide in barrack for a week, eating only noodles.

Thus when her friends found out she’s making a nationalism apps, they’re wondering…

“Dont you remember of what they did to us back then?”