For dozen of years I used to wonder what was the purpose of that particular (un)finished business in my life. I used to crave for a closing, one proper ending.
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I’ve been through all those kinda phases: from duly denial - pain and guilt - linger anger - bargaining - darkest depression - before finally come to acceptance.
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All those efforts only to search for its meaning again and again and just after acceptance I eventually come up with a conclusion:
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Coz I’ve been too comfortable with myself, my life, and loved ones around me, it has to be something to keep being challenging for a “wake up call”.
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A wake up call to get up and do better every single day; to be enough but always have rooms for improvements; to turn obstacles into opportunities, to fully optimise my self potentials & capabilities.
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As soon as I get the meaning of it all, I let go of the past and not obsessed with a proper ending anymore. I’m done with the (un)finished business for quite long time now.
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It doesn’t do harm any longer. No hurt feeling, no discontent anymore. In fact, it doesn’t even matter. Coz what really matters now is that I live my life to the fullest.
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And dance along with a rhythm of dreams, fantasy, and reality.
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Thursday, 27 September 2018
Nuniek Tirta Ardianto
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